Gloom Descends On My Heart!

Lonely painful nights Bringing fears and frights Not finding you near me Breaks me apart slowly As tear roll down My senses drown Gloom descends on my heart I cant ever see a fresh start A fog of depression around Pushing me lower to the ground The fragrance that is specially you Play games in my mind all anew, Wrenching my heart Is an aching need To feel your body as i so often did I reach out for you, to touch but don't find within reach Realisation dawns & in its tow My heart dips down in sorrow You are just an illusion My nerves are in confusion My heart mourns & is silent Soul grieving hear its lament For In this slow death my love Nothing can & will affect me now As my senses are hurt & bruised By you my love is crushed My love lies in acute dearth And I die a slow death. © Aarzoo Mehek.