Strange Feeling

A strange feeling comes in a strange way in a strange package In a strange color in a strange structure with a strange feature With a strange nature with a strange behavior Inside me which I can feel but can't express As it stands at a distance far away making me helpless. It breaks in, Before holding to mold It goes out I put a tricky trap To catch but it tactfully traps the trap And very fast catches me up. But it never becomes my very own Or leaves me to live peacefully alone It has been doing what it does and doesn't change. It does always derange me, what a strange?