Where Is My Mind Without Fear?

Once I was dangerously desperate bold like an ox and strong like steel i used to rush like a gust of wind thunder and eat stone fear I know not dare everyone to search my mind out and in my heart I only conceived Indomitable and illuminated Spirit Slowly I am now On the steps of concrete Climb up a little Success is too close I just start to live And fall in love too with my life But what a surprise! I find my mind Laid upon a bed Full of fear Terrified with Unknown risk and danger Where is my mind without fear?