I Aspired To Achieve

I aimed to achieve something But each time was a plot My palace was built of paper Life had so many enmities There was a lot to achieve But my lips were chained I achieved my decency But my aspiration was in vain Tired of knowing myself I stopped losing everything Remained everything on its way The world spectacled with laughter I aspired to the zenith of decency But became the victim of rumors Melancholy will also have its last day Kept my belief and faith on this hope I count all my losses Infinite becomes its count My pen stops counting further Carrying the weight of its load Losing after gaining became my life The melancholy of loss became my habit Losing became the name of my life Now this became my identity