A Man And A Bird (Part 3)

Fasting in a hot day like yesterday, No food no water throughout the day, I couldn't go out to bring a nest And in a very hot morning, today, You are back to remind the hotter noon, A man promises and forgets very soon! Starring at me that's what you say, Sweet bird! I am made of clay, Know the time of laying eggs is approaching It's sun that confines me at home all the day. Looking for something durable lying somewhere I shall manage it very soon here or there. I have to avenge a misdeed, a boyhood fun, Regret! I killed a moon with my pellet gun, When found her sun crying on the same branch, I picked my air gun and killed the sun. A beautiful couple of singing birds in love, Are you a rebirth of that innocent dove?