My Beloved

My deaf and dumb and blind beloved, neither listens to me, nor speaks to me, nor looks at me, my beautiful but unkind beloved and I still love her so much! How helpless I am in love! Her beauty I see scattered everywhere, here where I am there where I am not sometimes too far sometimes so close as if she is in my breaths or in my blood and I could not touch her, but I believe as I think one day I shall force her to open her eyes she will look at me, she will smile and she will tell me in whispers the long awaited words "I love you, too. I am for you and for me are you I am the same man in tact who makes fantasies a fact! Let the day of love come my love will enter her heart she will get all senses from me and I shall become deaf and dumb and blind.