Denial

I was many times in denial I could not see my self loosing my temper I was hurting those I loved the most The devil got hold of me now I see it is true If I went to jail for beating up people I know I would not survive a day in there I would have lost my freedom for ever Today I thank for Clonazepan and Apodivalproex They saved my life I am not the man I intended to be What would be life in Jail? Would I see the sunsets? I would be isolated from the world What life would I have in jail? Hitting people is not right It has finally stopped with me Now once I admitted And did something about it I can live in peace I just could not see the warnings coming before Now I understand it better