I Face Every Trouble Everyday

I face every trouble everyday The alarm on went of today the alarm went of I got up and turned it of And reset the alarm again I don't know why but I wanted to sleep more I face every trouble every day When I have a craving for something different to eat Today it was pizza Because I didn't had it for so long I face every trouble every day I always walk from my house to downtown A walk will always do me good I face every trouble every day Today I received God's blessings I needed it I face every trouble every day I am stable now I take my medications for depression every day Because I can't live without it I face every trouble every day Depression changes my personality And I am not the same person It plays with my feelings I face every trouble each day Sometimes there are days that I don't get enough sleep I face every trouble every day Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me That I am thinking about different things That is nornal I face every trouble every day I am not so convinced that the world wants me to be happy I face every trouble every day I know that is time for me to stay out of trouble I face every trouble every day Sometimes my world seems to be falling down I know I am struggling to be myself again And to have a say in what I do I face every trouble every day I feel that the world has changed And the people are not as friendly anymore like they used to be They just ignore you totally The world has changed not for the better but for the worst