Neon Lights

In new york where I live across the streets Are the horrible neon lights from the top of the restaurants that keeps On And it shines on my bedroom window by keeping me up all night But when I turn the lights of my bedroom the make my bedroom also Feel So romantic in the dark and it keeps getting later By then I have to take 4 lorazepan with a glass of wine And sometimes when I sleep I dream and other times I just l hallucinate By hearing voices of my loved ones or my friends in my head that are Telling me to do things that are not right So I refuse to do them