Resentfully

I turn away resentfully and I take the blame for my vulgarity But last December I wasn't even myself Because I was out of touch with the reality of life And depression sunk me very deep just like the Titanic did in the sea But I was also sinking in that sea that the Titanic did But suddenly somebody came and rescue me before I sunk even deeper or all The way to the botton of the sea and eventually die in That sea But thanks god that God came to me and rescue me by holding my hand and Pushing me all the way to the top And when I was at the top God gave me cpr And thanks God I was fine and alive again But that moment I will never forget as long as I am alive Because I have so much to thank God for Each day and each hour But the truth is that I will never know what can happen to me today and Tomorrow Besides I better just live one day at a time And I should not gamble with my life Or throw my life out of the window