This Is How I Kick My Own Arse

I love to be ignored, love to be ridiculed, love to be hated. I want people kick me hard on my arse. That is what drives me. That is what ignites fire within me. That is what shouts at me- "you piece of shit, get onto your feet, and run! " With one hand I wipe my teary eyes, and with another hand I slap myself and tell myself- let me slap their face back, let them die in envy, by raising myself to a height they can not even dream of. I am ageing but I am growing young in spirit. I am thankful to God for giving me courage I have. © Arun Maji