Sharpen The Feeling Through His Love

I haven't had love in a long time, it's weird Life is like eating without salt--tasteless This mature more than a few decades passed I've never felt that too When I was about to give up all worldly practices and tired of the search suddenly a creature of the female came over to the side. I'm confused what to do, that's the feeling that God has given me but I also can't hold back that feeling and worry that the irregularities in my dark past are re-engraved. Even though sometimes I like to be jealous of people who are dressed in the world, but I try to slowly remove all that envy right now I'm ignorant of all that has to do with hedonism and worldliness because I'm tired of it all I better complain and pray to Him and express my love for Him