Denial

denial is a blessing mine never worked quite well I know there is no heaven I know there's only hell reality oppresses I can't escape my guilt I see my every wrinkle my house can't be rebuilt I'm too aware of me I know my every fault I am my henchman's axe I cannot call a halt I envy every soul that can deceive their mind denial is a blessing I wish that I was blind Iguess that it's OK I think I'll be alright reality's a dog and often in may bite but then it wags its tail and comes to lick my face to run from it is nuts and maybe a disgrace