I Was Preoccupied

I was preoccupied, I lived within myself that cannot be denied yes I was hard to reach, I think you really tried you truly did beseech I had no spirit guide, I only had myself and never satisfied I cannot blame a soul, I guess I make excuse I'm sorry on the whole I see it as my fault, I needed a retreat but it was all for naught I lived within myself, and even now I do a book upon a shelf that's all I know to do, I hid within my shame and love was never true maybe you understand, I tried to love you too it was not as I planned I was preoccupied, I lived within myself that cannot be denied so bottled up inside, much too tightly wrapped without a place to hide yes I was hard to reach, I think you really tried you truly did beseech you were not to blame, you never had a chance I always stayed the same I had no spirit guide, I only had myself and never satisfied maybe you understand, I tried to love you too it was not as I planned I was preoccupied, I lived within myself that cannot be denied