Father Hear Me (C) 4-14-2010

Constant explosions, I know I'm gonna lose my hearing soon Dodging blinded bullets the air they continue tearing through The bunker isn't really safe but what does it matter now So I guess there's only these thoughts I'll gather. How? It's been a year now I never thought it'd be this long All my training and finally the trigger I cover my fist on Strong, but yet weak, only at first this is for the people I'm climbing up the mountain of freedom but its steep though I don't know I didn't think it would be anything like this I mean I like this you know strangling evil with a tight fist The games showed the gore but never really the emotion The physical toll or even mental but this is my devotion I have the strength to handle it I really miss my wife though But she knows what I'm doin I think she always knew I might go To the military to make sure she lives in a better world Somewhere I can feel safe for my little boy and my little girl And why not go out myself and take part in makin a change She'd give me a long range of answers strange but not deranged Now she seems to have been right I guess though maybe foul But its like all she told me is like makin more sense now It really isn't for freedom it's for green paper with a face on it I mean economy is key to success even if it is mostly Masonic Huh, maybe I won't be there to teach my son how to play sonic But at least they'll have food instead of just a table with plates on it A lot of tough men here Sergeant John's like my idol…Why am I telling you that I don't know but what does it matter I'm sure you already knew that It's kinda creepy huh, knowing that most likely it'll end here And again fear'll lay his hat in the hearts of men by ten years I was hopin I'd make it back home and maybe be a rapper Show my family I love them and for my wife in flowers I'd entrap her I don't mean to cry I'm supposed to be stronger you know I heard there would be a calming period and a light you show I usually don't do this but desperate times right Maybe I should take this moment to get my mind right It's not that I'm hopin you rescue me out the limelight But for your divine light I'm guessin now the time's right The point I'm making here is that I want you to forgive me my sins And even if I go to hell I know in moral war good always wins This may be the last thing I ever say I'm near death clearly So please remember me, and mostly please Father hear me