Worst Day 2011

I can’t even tell you when I woke up, Because I never fell asleep I was in a slumber but still conscious And by the end I fell to weep Supposedly dozed off by 3 But reawakened at 5 I strived to go back into my siesta But I remained consciously alive Work at 11 in the morning Wouldn’t get off until 4 A 35 minute walk in distance But I had 15 to get to the store 2 dollars even in my pocket For my lunch on my break But I needed to catch the bus And he through my request for a free ride away The driver told me to inser one of my dollars Which means I wouldn’t be eating But so sweet and Samaritan-like The woman gave me a thing to believe in Came with 2 dollars and left with 3 My luck was finally turnin out right At work I could feel each tick on the clock Without a suspected buyer in sight My girl texted me first which gave me relief I thought that she was mad at me But it was the contraire But now I wish she was only mad at me My manager gave me his card to feed myself And with my luck it would happen I was entranced by beauty’s blue eyes And spent too much money from captain Ended up givin him the only money I had left It seemed to be right at the moment Hopin he’d insistently reject the pay I don’t know even why I decided to loan it Food wasn’t up to par but either way I ate it which was a better way Than living hungry without any money Which is unlike me any other day Work was almost over and my love, Texted me wanting to visit me I was riveted by the image Of her kissin me exquisitely I gave up my ride from my boss That’d take me to my comfort zone I’d be with her one more time today But it’s not like we were all alone Didn’t matter she was there And although I was sleepy My heart was wide awake Not knowin it’d discontinue beating It was time to go And had the first been the one she’d be departing I wouldn’t be sittin here single again Tryna resuscitate a body that’s broken hearted I’m too clingy, CLINGY! And the reason’s what hurts the most Dodged the drama of facebook But still let me go for excessive taggin in POSTS! Now I had to walk home alone, the distance That at the time felt like a week My legs stood firm as it walked me home But my breath only grew ever weak At home at last finally some rest Then my phone began to ring My cousin had thoughts of Karaoke And I knew the perfect songs to sing I felt a million times better after the café But I get home cold from winter’s breath To find I’d be alone and cold and hurt Without a phone or internet What can I do I’m all outta options There hasn’t been one thing worth memory yet I hope I wake up and it’s just a dream But against the odds I wouldn’t bet (8-27-2011)