Inside My Sarrow And Pain

Sarrow and pain Eat me alive, I try to run, but there’s no where to hide, Demons within me beckoning me to the otherside They tell me stories of Things so violent They tell me things that make me want it I could have everything if I just Give in How could I just let them win They talk In me ear, telling me I can have it all If I just let them take me to wear the devil calls, I can stay forever in this raging inferno, This hell of my own, This place I’ve created, So as I sleep Within my mind, I go insane For the day That once was mine, I draw a vivid picture of the now and then A picture Of what once could have been, My sleeping sarrows call you out, But no one hears my silent shouts, My ears ringing from all the Cries, Made within all my lies, I need my blade, its sweet caress, Its cold hard Metal against the flesh, As I cut, my crimson love falls, It speaks of passion, seeping through these walls, My unseen scars are open now Waiting for the end, I can see it now, I am so numb, the pain is gone, on to a world where I belong.