Is My Soul Still Falling

I was only sixteen When I stept out onto the window ledge and slipped it never entered my head to go get a ladder to fix what I had to fix I knew my life would end as soon as I hit the ground, but I seem to be falling and falling and never reaching the ground As I'm falling I see years of my future life pass before me in real time sometimes I forget I am falling and start to think that this is really my life It's only when memories of when I slipt come back into my mind I know it's only a matter of time before I hit the ground