On An Averge Day

when i picked up this pen to write on this page i felt as though im losing my life i seemed to be signing away my soul as i gave you my love immortalized on this page i feel when i give this to you there is no turning back there is no recovery for the scars you left i owe you no more im stopping this struggle because for a man to break down and cry and not even on the inside is cause enough to know he is in pain i just don't know what to say so i hope you realized this is not ok simply because i still love you i just wanna know why didn't you tell me not to let you touch my heart once so whole now crumbled and absorbed into a black hole you destroyed me in one line to bad thats the truth because when i woke up that morning it was just an average day