Worries 2

At times, we feel that we have the worries of the world resting on our shoulders that seem to increase in size as everyday passes. We look around for someone to talk to; invariably there is no one there. The worries magnify themselves ten fold and you begin to wonder how you will ever cope with them. You keep looking over your shoulder believing someone is watching every move you make, but know it is your imagination just playing tricks on you. The worries keep increasing at an alarming rate. You begin to wonder if there is any way out with the burden that you carry. You look for options that might help you through, or is there just one way, just to end it all. Give up and submit, end everything. These are the words that ring out in your head. They add more confusion to the worries you already have. You go to bed hoping, always hoping tomorrow things will be better, but in your heart, you know they won’t. It will only be another repetitive circle of what you have had today. 21 November 2008