Its Always Dark Here

It is always dark here, I stand here alone with the lights turned off, reaching for the existence that I want on my fingertips. I hear the voices through the darkness calling out to me Strange…. I feel my whole body grow cold It is always dark here, in this room of perpetual fate. The all so loud bustle of the world outside barely touches the noise in my head. My thoughts are like a scar I keep rubbing, a reminder of things that shouldn't be forgotten. Breathing cuts me from the inside out. It is always dark here, where dream and nightmare become part of a living world. My sighs reach out among wailing voices waiting for the touch of a lover who will never be. It is always dark here even with the sun in my eyes, I see the hidden lies drying tears that have yet to touch my cheeks. Shadow eats away at the place beneath where my body resides. I dream, scream and awake day after day. No matter where I go it is always the same- It is always dark here, I'm floating in a circle and in it there are knives, I'm crying in a whirlwind, except there are no skies. There's blackness all around me, I cannot break it down. They wound me very deeply, though I will not make a sound. It is always dark here, There's only darkness here, the sunshine goes away, but still I keep on waiting here, this is where I stay. This is where my heart is, wounded as it may be. It is always dark here, The darkness cannot touch me here, the darkness cannot see they've stolen my blue skies. I hope the sunshine saves the moon, it must tell me of its crime, waiting in the darkness here, the darkness tells no time