Definitive Beauty

When I first saw that special girl, I had to say a prayer... As if she set my heart a-whirl, I wanted God to share... Of course He knew just how I felt, as if filled to the brim, As if my very heart would melt, right there in front of Him... I told Him straight! She's wonderful! I feel I could propose! She's like a walking miracle! She fills my heart with prose! Is she the one, the one for me? Or should I walk away? With God, there's some uncertainty... His silence makes my day... Just lost in wonder and in thought, like God's not on the phone, No way to know when God says nought, it's like you're on your own! She smiled at me and I smiled, too, but smiles can still deceive... It's hard to tell with I love you, so what could I believe? But sad to say, it all went wrong, I left without a friend, The two of us did not belong, my hopes were at an end... I still recall her gentle face, my dreams of happiness... My beauty's in another place... while I know loneliness... Perhaps her beauty's just skin deep, that sometimes not enough And yet sweet memories I can keep, my fantasies of love... I hope God leads her to her man, her husband, given time... If not, I'll always be her fan... Her beauty was sublime!