In Suicidal Dilemma!

Two lovely eyes of a teen-aged girl Who sits in darkness, silent! Peering at the globe today, She wonders if ’tis worth living; A candle lit, shimmers its flame; The globe’s image falls on her eyes; The world did look so good at first: Its evil nature gleams now! She wants to live but cannot still; She wants to die but can’t decide; Oh, did she blunder on her own Or did the world deceive her dreams? She will not weep for how things are; Her mind is filled by anger, hate; Yet, ’tis not time to leave the world! Could God then change her fate?