Guilt Feeling.

Do you suffer from guilt feeling? At the moment of death of your loved one do you have guilt? Do you accuse yourself „ I did not love my husband enough I could have loved him more. I wanted totell him so many things. I did not and could not do it". The unuttered things accuse me now. I did not open up to him I had physical union with him. But my mind was not open to him. I could have cleared so many of our differences. I did not tell him enough that I loved him very much. He did not get that feeling from me. I wounded him. I am sorry now. I could have said all that to him. But I did not and was not open to him. Now that he is gone, I sit here and cry carrying the sorrow within me. I feel guilt. The guilt kills me. Then remember. He has forgiven you all that. He is inpeace. He is with God. He is in benovolence. He loves you from the world of love where the angels of God and the saints of God live.