An Atheist, And I Dont Know!

an atheist told me: 'i dont believe in God....' 'okay, what do you believe? ' 'well, you know, there's something out there, something bigger, beyond all our conceptions, some reason behind creating and destroying.... i dont know... just dont know.... some reason we feel the things we feel, some reason we do the things we do..... some reason we live our lives, some reason we love who we love.... something that knows why things are, why some people are hungry, and some have too much... some reason there's so much suffering... some reason there's so much beauty... i dont know, just dont see some bearded old man casting judgements... i just dont know....' i thought for a little bit and answered: 'that's kinda like what i believe, i just call the 'i dont know', God! '