Ashes

it took ashes... for me to draw a picture of your living in black and white... yet containing all the colors of your being... it took ashes... for me to lay down all my wants and desires, and the fear of losing you... it took ashes... for me to quit pretending that this kingdom is invincible... and this island will remain... it took ashes... for me to taste death's lips and still surrender to each naked tick of living... it took ashes... for me to be honest with myself... to let go of the reins, and stand free on the shore of tomorrow! it took ashes...