Hard Questions (Change)

standing at the crossroads what i've been, what i've done, where i've won, where i've lost staring at myself and my life stark naked in the mirror questions what really matters the most to me? at 57 i dont have as much time left, as much time to waste as i've had have i done or said anything of lasting value? have i done more good than bad? (and i've done both!) it's too easy to get trapped in a low income job, barely surviving week to week, often day to day so what do i do to get out? what do i want to be remembered for? does it matter? it does to me! i want the time i have left to be spent on change a change in me how i view the world, and what i do to make the world a better place i want to be a better man. i want to be a better human being. i want to live in a way that's both socially and ecologically affirmative to be involved in the sanctity of life. i want change and in the wanting lies the beginning!