Emptiness Descends

I've lost him in the clouds gone from my view, And however deep I seek I can't pursue, This man who was my love someone so true, So very much my refuge my rendezvous. Such emptiness descends my world is blue! If I could fly up high would he be there, Looking down with eyes that show his care, Remembering the times we used to share, There isn't anyone who can compare, Such emptiness descends he's gone elsewhere. But I will hold him here within my soul, And cherish all we had so I feel whole, He'll always be with me and will console, This hurting heart of mine which all condole. Such emptiness descends what is my role! I'm out there on my own I must last through, For without his hand to guide I've no value, To finding my way alone I have no clue, Where will I go from here, what will ensue. Such emptiness descends on my debut!