See And Please Come

1 Please come and hold my hand I have no strength to walk or stand. I am not poor and I am not in poverty, Think not so my dear, so long as I am reciting your name and fame and I am writing poem. I am drinking the life-juice given by you, I have no other wish but I am very much greedy to keep you and I am hankering after you. My thinking process, please test, is it not bigger than me, my dear? But my life is so small and short you cannot rebuke me for any other things as you know, I have no attachment in anything else. 2 You have taught me the way of worship. It is your sweet love; it is your pious earth that gave me knowledge. I am here with your flowers, Fragrance of which is spreading in all directions. I am smiling like you with the beauty of this world; I desire to stay with you so long as you are here with me. It is my gook luck you are showing me the path to stay. 3 Hearing your flute I came out from the house With tears of love In eyes full. The air within Is trembling, see? And I am alive. To see you is not Within my power, dear, I saw the sky above In eyes tearful. The light is here with me, The colors are focusing And still I am unable to see. 4 How to sing that I know not, What to do and when to do, I know not, though you have taught. You have given me everything covering the earth and the sky. And yet I am not able to keep them with me. You have made me emotional in so many ways here at so many times and yet I have forgotten from the very start. It is known to all, starting point is no where and no one can say what is it going on here, And still I have decorated my body for you only and you have received me with regards as nothing wrong. 5 This blue uncovered sky is there as it is given by you at that hours of beginning, O beginning-less. I am happy, I have nothing to solicit. The sky is happy; I have seen nowhere to go at any time. Let me express my language of hearts; Let me delete the absolute that is so rising within me towards the sky. I know, no artist is there like you on this earth that can make a sky so lovely with nothing. I know how much I am searching you day and nights here there with the sky. 6 The sea is trembling and this state of trembling made me fear and I sing a song with care that you can hear there. Am I the initiator here? And I am telling about the wave and the sky. You have declared to stay away from me But I have seen you and you have provided me the eyes to sea all scenes. With his shadow the Neem-tree is telling the history and without the shadow the tree is in love. The truth-bird is there sitting quiet without body on the shore. 7 Collecting words in your field of emotion I stood first. With my own laugh and own cries I preceded further in the light of new moon day. Life-forest is dense, Scattered sky is there only, the rain is going outside holding my hands and is telling O poet, come on, to measure the clouds. Let me free from your kiss-prison first, Let me get my body uncovered with truth, let me write a poem in your words-love Let me stay here a moment more beyond count. 8 How can I say my dream is not in truth? How can you say I am not here in front of you? Still I am playing with the fragments of sky, Still you are talking with me committed to earth. Come on; come on, my black mole, my white sandal! It is the time to see each other in the match-final. It is cold, it is chill, let us come together with acceptability as per wish of blue eyes. Teach me, teach me by phases your song, your dance, Let me give a chance to write in free-verse, to show my sorrows not in open market but in close door of yours same nectar- rhythm full of desires beyond the body. I have done all things here according to your direction I have written as blessing while taking your dictation. 9 Not I but you the nectar of this world. Not I but you the writer of this world. Not I but you the conjunction of this world. You are the only player here and all others are ball. You are the giver, you are the taker in dark and in light, I hear your call. The flowers that are there blooming - I know yours, the stars that are there appearing - I know yours. I am not confusing at any time it is sure, I am getting your instructions all times that are pure. 10 Have you seen my greedy eyes in your Kadamba tree? Within your all-embracing arms I am feeling free. I have remembered everything but I failed to express myself, I am wandering in your forest and still I am fearless. I am reflecting everything in my poems from time to time, how the water and the fire are playing within the body. Being the controller of everything you know everybody, I remembered all arts all cultures while composing poems. I know the movement of the body and the mind that have a link with you without any interruption from anywhere. It is right you are the creator of all happiness and all sorrows and all universes with good faith and trust. The fire in my veins are yours that is mystery I am going on creating you my dear in my own way and you agree. 11 You made me a fool, and I am here cool. To satisfy your urge you addressed me darling. I want your language but you merged in me. Your scented kiss enabled me to stand up before all and I am here in return of love that is universal. Day and nights, see me I am laughing and crying Like a mad and insane Pick me up showing your deign. 12 In our own circles we are wandering. We are wandering keeping our own identity in reserved. We are interdependent, here at this hour. Under the stars, Dictators, ourselves- we declared. The stars are falling down and it is no wonder, but we are dear to each other. 13 Love the self first and then only say I love you and then you may say I love the world. Who are you to love the world? Is the world is hankering after your love? But if love is not there in you, nobody is there to love you. And without love you are deprived the blessing of Almighty, and you are far from peace and stability within, see. 14 It is magic It is vanity It is life. And it is yours, and I am yours, and you are here within me. Vanity Fair is not mine I know. And still, O magician, you have kept the truth in tact and I am going to that. 15 Go there in normal way or in opposite way that does not matter, O my dear, but going is a pious one and that takes you from you to you. While going face the spring, face the summer, face the rain and also the winter, and for this I have opened all doors and all windows that are there here. It is your dream that is taking you with so much love that is beyond imagination, And the plus and minuses are here with a difference but no one is taking care to sum up all. Seeing you I have forgotten all my thirst and hunger, O my dear, see now, I am drunk; I am not within my control. 16 How to compose poems that I know not, my dear I know not how to live. Words, sentences and their uses are not being properly made by me. I fear your silence gestures, I fear your shapeless appearance, I fear your backward motion. The colors, the sounds, that are in me is yours my dear, and I am using all these only to please you. Please come and listen, and allow me to make you listen, O my dear, listen, truth is being told by me. 17 Since you are not forgetting me, how can I dare to forget you? Since you are here in front of me, how can I go anywhere keeping aside you? Keeping aside you, I made a blunder, my dear, keeping aside you, I am far from water, and you are there within me and I am there within you, how wonder! No and nothing I want to know besides you, And I know what not you are here and also there, You are my kiss itself, you are my scent, You are my morning light, you are also the night, In the same parameters of life-fight, I am here, See, in your smile and also in your tears. 18 Though I know there is no end I am going to find the end and the end is covering me with its blue eyes, scented and colorful. See me I am wonderful, see me I am not here, And you said, my dear, coming to me, O, You are at the end, you are the end coming to start afresh and I am wandering here there, To fulfill my end in this play of presence and absence that is going on within all. I find no end in the beginning, see, It is beyond my knowledge, and I started again, painful though, since I have greed I quit not, And I said my dear, let it go on its own way. 19 Is it easy to stay united Please tell, my dear, please tell, without devotion, without attachment, without surrendering the self? I love the air and the air is there, I love the sky and I desire to fly, it is fire that is burning within me, and you are the fire that I know there. You are calling me to go there, please clarify, are you not there? You are staging this drama and you placed yourself in the position of the hero and the director, producer as well, with your own expenses. Who am I? 20 No new poem I find here, the poems that are here really lack newness that I am searching for. Where is that love I am searching for here there as a wanderer within these doubts and distrust. No emotion is there, and also No surrender, my dear, No one knows how to bow down and the sweetness therein. Please come, give a lesson again, Let them know the truth-fortune fore run. 21 See me, I am burning in the oven of love-life, I cannot allow anybody to say it, oven of lust. Yes, time is running fast But here it is time, available in plenty for love Let us enjoy love-life here. Are you not watching the smile of flowers always here, there and everywhere you stay? The sky is watching you, remember, dear guy. 22 Shop love today itself, No bargain, no rate, Love, you can get, it tells only through love. Come, you are welcome, See and feel the blooming of flowers within you, dear, See the dream near. Being a poet, let me enlighten the environment that is lovely and beautiful all around, and truth therein that I found. You are sketching the sky I know with all sweetness of this life-flower. 23 You are here to light the lamp, I know and to show me the dream of the earth you are here that I know and you are seeing in your eyelid-less eyes all activities of all. How grateful am I, I cannot express here, I cannot express as because I am still taking everything from you here and you are giving me everything in time feeling my want yourself. Here the nectar is flowing in these words that have a touch of yours and that are again touching you and coming to this area, this earth to all creatures and to all people including trees and mountains and oceans and air and sky and stars. And I must give you thanks for your light and encouragement to fight. 24 See me, dear; I am in emptiness and going towards wholeness. Wholeness is there in my life, but I failed to find it without your grace, and for this, see I am worshiping you, knowing fully well that you are within me. Life is a medium, life is a media and you are the controller of life. Still I am living here and remembering you at every moment of respiration, you are telling me in whisper to stay calm and I am in obedience to you going here and there without any discrimination. 25 The unseen is here, see, the untouchable is here, touch, the voiceless is here, hear him, and come, my dear, feel his presence within. With so many colors he is taking utmost care this earth where you are with mystic fever he is here, wonder, I am with you in this heaven-garden. Telling you all that are near you I am presenting before you infinity, I see nobody destitute here with his presence, Thing is it is a matter of faith. I am with him and he is with me He is with me and I am with him. 26 The river is crossing its bank, the sky is coming forward, and my poem is dazzling as you see with the new leaves and wind of the spring. And with this I have not deposited anything and my balance is zero, as the balance of payment lost its value before the CCTV placed before. O my dear, still I love the flower here. Come, my dear, please come, and let us go for a walk together throughout the world just as a mere creature and see varieties of incidents that are occurring in our presence. Let us feel, we are parts of all those who are here, Let us feel also, we are parts of all those who are everywhere. 27 For the world, for the welfare of the world, I am writing all these. I think the life and the world is the whole truth. Poet is he who knows what truth is, you are the best poet of this world, and you have created it with care. I know your heart is as big as the sky and it is you who created this sky, and under which I am playing as per my wish. There on the body of the sky I am feeling my pulse and on this world I am telling, yes I am alive. 28 Coming to me you may say Writing is a personal business, But let me say, think twice, my dear, Nothing is personal, admit and declare. Since everything is interrelated no one can claims this or that is his own and he is here to keep everything secret and he can do whatever and whenever he likes. It is true to say pieces of stones are there in flowers, and flowers are blooming on the dry stone at the top of the mountains facing the sky. 29 No one is calling me today and I went hearing the call. The call is sent by the sky through air and I am fired. This time also I am hopeful that the bees would come with honey. With the honey I can sing openly and the flowers would co-operate me. Rain arrived late though to the fields, and the farmers are there to make merry Forgetting their money they have deposited as crops insurance and security bonds. But it is flood, come and see, Come and if you so like, service be rendered. 30 Light is your simplicity and your purity. This light shows you the path towards truth, love. Fear the truth, fear the light, fear the love, but keep them within you. Mind it, Only this fear, only this action can enable you to win. Don't bow down your head before anyone else except the truth. Don't go with anyone else except with love. 31 We are going, The sun is not coming. In fact, we are nameless, We are calling east, west. We to choose what to do, We are to select the path of light. Though nothing is there as called Here or there in our own life. It is the formation of nature, It is the inter mixture temperature, And you are the book-keeper, I am the knowledge-center You are the deviate, And I am the silent spectator. 32 With your spectacles you can see me, but if you are a jaundice patient, what shall I do? I am not the doctor to make your vision clear, my dear. With your hands you can hold anything, but if you do not want to raise your hands what shall I do? I am not the commander-in-chief to force you by giving punishment here. My happiness is in my hands that I know very well but I am not utilizing fully my freedom due to my habit to obey the orders of outsider. And it is in this way I am dependent fully though I have got independence and it is disgrace I know very well and I am helpless in me. 33 For the world, For the welfare of the world, I am writing all these. I think the life And the world is the whole truth. Poet is he, who knows what truth is, You are the best poet of this world, And you have created it with care. I know your heart is as big as the sky And it is you, who created this sky, And under which I am playing as per my wish. There on the body of the sky I am Feeling my pulse and on this world I am telling, yes I am alive 34 How many sun and how many moon are there that I cannot say my dear, ask me not about all those questions, they are not under my jurisdiction. I can say how I am revolving me here within my circle with my hands and feet and busy in filling my belly and telling you good morning without any return or expectation. I cannot say why the smoke is coming out from that steel plant of my town and how the flower is blooming in this rainy days and my grand daughter is crying to go to school. I know, you are not able to say anything in these days and yet I am welcoming you to say. 35 How much I am yours a great point to note, telling something to please one at the instant has no role to play in the wider connotation, as coloring the sky has no value at dark night. But at deep dark and middle of night everything is started changing and we mark it after sleep, Sleep is nothing but a death, forgetfulness is nothing but preparing for a new life in the morning. We are acrobats and we know how to go through the air and we know all lights are here for us, we also know the 'parrots in full flight' as said Paz defy movement and language and we are forgetting we are for ours. Time is here to learn and we are running with time, Words have so much value and that is not a thing to imagine. 36 To say something about a matter is trying to destroy it. Let us try not to be a part of any destruction, dear. To read is to enhance the energy and to go ahead of the self, but going ahead is not advisable as something may be missed. To wake and to rise is good but for what? If you are not able to know! I cannot say whether you are living or not. To live, writing is necessary, to write, reading is necessary. 37 Good news; Man is missing. And who is missing if you are not able to answer really a bad news. Come and see and say something about you. Say not how the queen is there and calling you. Say not what is the trouble faced by the prince. Say who you are And what is your duty, at this time. 38 Fire is everywhere, See, feel and say, fire, I love it. Without fire it is impossible to live. Fire, fire, Let me declared, it is all legal; Fire is the same with the poor and with the rich. Go not before fire. Come here and touch the fire, and be fired. 39 Who said? Life is to enjoy. One enjoy means Another suffer, means Violence is there. Let me come here and say No violence No enjoyment. You try to enjoy means You inflict suffering on others That is not sanctioned Your nature is oppressive And it is painful It is violence. 40 Be brave and have courage, With you my dear and face life. Life has no color, Life is tasteless, Life is above all, All happiness and all sorrow. Living let me say ideal living Needs some practice? Come here And see. Let me not pleased In favorable and Displeased in unfavorable Here or there. Remember friends, you are men. 41 Doctors are charging fees without giving proper treatment. Milkmen mix water in milk and charging the cost of pure milk. Ministers and officers are enjoying life and getting pleasures without caring the common mass. Laborers want to get full wages without performing their duty honestly and sincerely. Let me say all are in falsehood and robbed common men. 42 It is dark under the lamp and you have to bear it, my dear. It is the nail with the rose and you have to tolerate it, my dear. Poison precedes the nectar and you have to drink it, my dear. And discover perfect combination of wife and husband, son and father, nose and face, and also east and west. Remember, to renounce if you have a body, Remember, to give something to the teacher, Remember, to place a good service-holder. And drive not out and kill not the helpless men taking shelter even though enemies they are. 43 Inferiority complex is there with all in one way or the other. I am superior, you are inferior, the cow is superior, the dog is inferior, the pigeon is superior, and the crow is inferior. Forget my dear, about superiority and inferiority And remember, who you are, what is your role during this period, to change the atmosphere. Keeping purity should be the motto and not success, Success is anything but a highlight of past actions. Controlling your own mind you should go forward It is your simplicity and uprightness that can taken you to super most position at the earliest and I am waiting here only for that. 44 If you are the son See your father, If you are the wife See your husband, If you are the leader See your voters. Take care yourself and avoid death. Being a man you are to keep with you love and compassion being a man you are to stay with the truth. Everything is well and good. 45 It is shame if we are not using our own language. It is shame if we are not giving respect to our own mother. It is shame if we are not taking care of our mother-earth. All other things we are doing besides the above are fruitless. We must face death, and no one on this earth is there to save from the tragedy we are to face. 46 Coming to you I said; see me, how virtuous I am. I am performing everything selflessly for the good of you. For the good of you I am here, see me, I am here, to burn the fire, I am here, to throw the air, I am here, to win the righteous war. Yes, I have a desire and it is not sin, see me, my desire is to stay attached with you for all days. 47 My body is my enemy And I am waging war against it Here at every moment. My body is always trying to Overpower me by heedlessness And indolence but I abstain. I am satisfied with whatever I get but my body has certain Desire that I am trying to forget. My intellect remains unattached To my body though it is in the body And I am study the incidents, things and persons. I want to know the reality between us, Here at this time no reason thus. 48 It is I And here I am I am going to meet an end. End is nothing but a Starting a beginning afresh. And I am starting my career Anew, see, with you and you are There with nothingness, Welcoming me, come on, I am here with everything. I am going to meet an end And end is we are all one. All my knowledge and my devotion Is for you, and I am here to achieve this end. 49 You are writing poetry and being the head in giving light to the society, please say whether you endowed with a pure intellect, firmly restraining the senses, casting aside attraction and aversion? Are you dwelling in solitude? Are you controlling your speech body and mind? Are you resorting to dispassion? Have you abandoned egoism, violence, arrogance, desire, anger, covetousness? Are you tranquil in mind? Ponder yourself and say whether you are the right person qualified to write and give light? ***