A Living Dead

I am considered as living dead No desire to be assertive and in position to lead I am moving in public and looked healthy I am in strong position and considered wealthy too I have stable position and earned good fame I don’t know how but any how it came I made it easy by remaining aloof Any one can see it as clear proof Yes deserve to be good human being You should be determined and willing Nothing can prevent you for doing so If whole heartily you prefer and go What is use of leading an aimless venture? If it has no energetic thrust for future Something has got to be done for its success Life should be like an open page and allow the access If in life if you have something to offer People may accept it gladly and not differ It is how you present your self in their eyes There won’t be left any if, buts and why I lacked complete will to usher in open domain It wasn’t my way of doing and exclusively remains A stigma or tendency to be away on selfish ground A parallel which can never be easily understood or found I am taking fresh air but leave it with pollution Rudderless direction sans a strong resolution Not willing to offer any thing of kind gesture Have nourished nothing of that sort for sure I shall continue to live in uncertainty I have failed to understand its complete utility I am no less than any selfish creature I still live out of harmony for the future There may be many more that may be same I feel no guilty for being and feel the shame I feel the purpose of being in this world as different All my moves lead to the direction and seen as apparent I shall see it as no draw back As I consider myself very frank It is great things to admit the lapses With my being as exception nothing is going to collapse Someone one may come forward and fulfill the mission I consider it as greatest asset if you openly go for its admission Not all the persons can deliver heroic performance One look inwardly and have little glance Life is glorious mission to be lively fully I full realize it but can’t participate wholly I have countless flaws and fears within How far I can survive and long remains to be seen?