A Sine Die

I wish to go to oblivion for simple reason I might have nothing to offer as person Even nature change with the arrival of season I could perform nothing as father, husband or son Seized with all the problems around Body so feeble and health not so sound I can’t witness any change when go for round It is mental state that observes the change but can’t be found I want to observe truce and make it as “Sine die” Not to go for honest way but always lie It may take long time for attitudinal change What can be written on fresh or blank page? Let all the activities come to an abrupt end Let it lie low until positive signals are sent It is of no use to indulge in destruction Let from heart be the clear mandate or instruction It is long way to come out of it in real sense You should be comfortable in its presence It is how you tackle and counter for its absence It must be buried deep under ground It is better not to act when seized with indecision Conscience should try to act with near precision It need not bite or hurt at any of the day It should allow us to find new way How do we desist ourselves for bad performance? Can we cheat our sweet heart at the time of romance? Do we go ahead with impurity in mind and function? Why can’t we have one single point or junction? If we are not sure of ourselves then it is better to avoid Let everything be thought over and properly laid If it is required to be put off for some more times to come It should always be considered as good step and we must welcome It is nice to be away then to act with dishonest means There will always be setbacks and no clear win It is designed to give you momentary joy You may miss the charm and never fully enjoy It c an be revived at appropriate time and level You may be able to live in open and marvel There won’t be any hitch and you may excel You may have clear soul devoid of any barter or sale So the ambition wishes can be given sine die You may have inactive life but not so live It may bite you all the time and cause discomfort It may be best way to go in for it without being mentally hurt