Am In Tears

Mom I am in tears where are you? I miss you so much and it is true You were like star and looked so lovely I feel so lonely and nothing seems homely How can I lead life better and happily? You were complete soul for the family Nothing could mover without your permission You used to forgive us for all of our omissions You closed your eyes for ever for another world Everything changed around and turned into cold As the relation was frozen and became customary How to remember and make its summary? I vividly remember it as child You were strict but very mild Your heart bled for my well being I used to gaze when beautifully you were trying to sing Was it divine or charismatic in your presence? I had it all from you but missed in sense May be all the children bestowed with same gift? I did not find in her any change or shift You brought me up in beautiful atmosphere I grew with the age without any fear You had all the pain and agony to bear You were there but eyes full of tears Was it your affection and perfect attachment? You were enjoying the glorious moments You spread the fragrance like rose scent You were for me exclusively and heavenly sent I shan’t have the same moments I entire life I see the same feeling in my wife She has all the qualities of good mother How women can be different from each other Your eyes used to twinkle like stars in the sky I still don’t find the answer for it and why? For any single mischief I used to feel shy You always loved me and did not make me cry Mom, I really miss and where you are? Why did you leave us and gone so far? I ask all but find no answer even from stars Only one star laugh mildly at me and that is Mars I am growing old but still miss you a lot You protected me from cold and hot You were there for me in all the way You were the bright sun for me in a day I find it dark without your light You had broad vision and sight You used to scold us but did not ignore You awoke whole night when I peacefully snored I weep on very day of this fateful year You left us leaving behind in tears Why all mothers perform such sacrifice? We feel so sad at the time of her demise