An Ache To Bear

You ache but not beat You remain calm but don’t heat You will definitely find Cool partner and very kind Your hart if full of feeling You want to go along and willing Wish to surrender and obey Inner call and silently pray God, take me to safety I trust you O, almighty Bless us always and have some pity I consider it as holy bond and not treaty Shall I take it as first good sign? Leave all the worries and resign Come to bow and totally surrender Be my true savior and path finder Your eyes are so powerful and bear Shine of universe but still in tears What does it show to me as disciple? I respect all holy books including Bible I trust each and every word Golden and beautiful from lords Help me o, lord to take me forward Put me in place where I needn’t look backward I find total love in every object How can I be insensitive and reject? I have no reason to suspect the subject? I wish to have special eye to make the contact I love to live with higher aim Look down with humbleness and never claim It is you who will take me to shore No ill feeling and hatred I abhor I used to think about future I was totally in dark and unsure It may click at destined hour I was happy and never felt sour Come and shine my heart with divine light Let it see through vision a clear sight Ability to judge what is wrong and right Always trust for love and no fight Will I ever go down in life as inhuman? Will be known as shame as woman or man? Will it be construed as curse or shame? Will I not have good name or fame? What I do when find no solution in sight? I sincerely wish for good and approach you right You always fill me with courage and strength I too take vow not to comprise and go to any length Lord, lead me kindly to the light from dark Let there be no ignition even from spark Let whole world breathe in peace with harmony There is no need to be blessed with wealth or money I take this opportunity to confess in real You offer the wounds but certainly heal I may take it as blessings and good sign I shall remain happy and feel it fine