And Last Word

I feel happy and fine But I know tomorrow is not mine It is pinching with pain He may be gone in monsoon rain He is my first love “So young and energetic” I believe But the expectation is belied He concealed the sickness and lied I am looking at his face Totally unconcerned and out of race He must be revived to be strong Stay with me for a long I looked at sky But could not ask why It seemed me hollow I found no answer with blue glow He will smile with me To make me feel free I knew he has counted days May live for few days more and go away But I wanted to cry silently I could not do it presently I feared that it may make him weak I could not even honestly speak He coughed more last night I rushed to his help and held his hand right “I am sorry” could not take you along “I thought I may battle out” but proved wrong He was so much assertive In his approach very much positive I looked in his eyes again He was silent and not to regain I am left alone Even though he is gone I may continue with his unfinished work Honor his wishes and last word