Anniversary

It reminded me off years of marriage Life passed easily on simple carriage Happy days with joy and I could manage Nothing went wrong with time and passage Bad days and cruel luck would have it Lamp went off suddenly and could not be lit Fate severely struck with perfect hit He was taken away within a minute I was dumbfounded and could not cry Asked repeatedly for what crime and why? Was there no alternative to spare him on earth? Did not you think what will be condition aftermath? I have witnessed many marriage anniversaries all gave me enough joy and no worries this only one incidence has saddened me so much Great vacuum created in life and not easy to fill as such It has left me in shock and completely paralyzed Situation is so delicate and can't be analyzed It has left deep scare on my shrinking mind Unable to think positively and new alternatives to find Every year you will come and take me off I may not cry but can not hold the bluff Will it be great tribute if I hold your memory fast? It will remain with life till I breathe it last I shall nobly act as you had desired you teased always and got my work admired who knew you will leave me alone to expire? Your work may lead and thoughts to aspire I shall continue to hold your spirit and strive your ideas will remain alive and live and I shall revive I shall make it livelier than life I shall prove it to be honest as dedicated wife Every year it will bring new lease of life and message I will have to hold it fast to make smooth passage No matter hold old I become with time and age You memory will be fine print on the page Life is simple mission to carry on on real ground no battle is lost or won It has to be taken as holy task No pretence to be shown by wearing mask It must not be go or no go situation Life should be updated with evaluation it demands sacrifice for any revolution Power not in one hand but with complete devolution It is not easy to forget happy moments they were die hard and lovely movements we may take it as reality of on going struggle Life may end any time as water with bubble