Answer To Seek

I prayed sincerely And sang few verses happily It was not out of curiosity Or daily practice to almighty I used to visit holy place Knell down on knees with face down In tears to hide emotions As mind was used to be filled with questions I have read and re-read many books On religious and philosophical lines but only to shake Head but not in conformity with whatever was written All thoughts had some flavor but something was hidden I will only find divine light Yes, yes that was only right Spiritually I used to confess With all kind of readiness Yet it puzzled me It will not make me feel free There was something missing in it Kind of sentiments for others to greet I thought we are loosing kindness We are adopting double standard on face We perform what we are not intending to But inform them what we are pretending too We are here, no doubt, on mission But we all do something with guilt admission Console heart that it is out of compulsion But in fact it is out of ignorance and confusion So I have tears in eyes Even if I desperately try They rush on cheeks As I try more answers and seek