Deep Mistrust

Some how I had deep mistrust for mother She used to fight daily with father The relations were straining still further Leaving deep impact on mind more and more I always had high praise and words to adore She was so graceful and no ill will I bore She was all deserving for her splendid show I found it very hard to push any idea or throw It is very difficult to form an early opinion She may prove her self as best companion It may be so that you are having happy union It has tragic end if you send any one to the pavilion We as kids can’t forget bitter memory We can only feel bad and only sorry It may add to tension and worry Life has to go on and to lead or carry Parent need to take enough care and precaution Children should be kept out of scene as caution It hurts more to kids than to themselves Child takes it to hart and normally behaves This is not unnatural and happens with all They create misunderstanding and try to fall Nothing finds way to come to the terms Distrust and daily fights work as germs It may be their way of behaving at home It was disturbing and creating storm They may fight and separate as wild vultures She used to forget me to take into lap and nurture I could form little faint idea I was in no position to make plea They both were so dear and near I was constantly in tears and under fear I have no words to offer They may have different attitudes to differ I was the only one link between them to serve I was at pain to learn whether they need to deserve It may not be good to dwell on episode Deep ill feeling occupied in mind and rode It grew with the age and tried to surface I pushed it to corner but it tried to resurface It may serve as bad precedent Mother should be treated as holy and innocent No feelings should be given a vent It has to be confined and not sent Mother is considered as holier than cow I was at pain to see why it happened and how? It has to be treated as sad moment and darkest chapter Nothing should ride in mind and act as simple hater