Defend Other Mothers

Oh, dear angel and my only daughter You may be cursing me as your most hated mother But dear daughter I was left with no other Your birth pushed me in dark with lot more to bother No mother on earth may leave the child behind For someone else to see and find What a shame on her to be unkind! Yet in large interest she has to turn blind Don't you think today I was reasonable? When took decision amidst lots of troubles Everybody was against your arrival in this world It was unnatural on my part to develop cold I know how painful it may be to miss on mother's day When all beautiful mothers are on their way To see and meet their beloved sons and daughters I am only one crying behind curtain and closing the shutters Dear daughter, you could have not seen this bright day You are alive because I took fateful decision to keep you away Which mother will think of leaving baby in desert place? Where wolves are ready to pounce upon pry and eat the flash You are never forgotten and it may never happen so Only thing I am not permitted to open old chapter and go The social walls are difficult to scale and escape Since I was mercilessly assaulted and subjected to rape Life for me is no less than hell Nothing is going on as per wish or turning well Think of living hell and you will forgive I have nothing more to give You be blessed and stay wherever you are I shall never be able to return as gone very far Your lovely face comes before my fading eyes I turn head down, feel guilty and shy off Not a day is passing off without your name My angel, you are in my memory and mind frame You always hang there and remind me of cowardice That as mother I failed in each promises I am woman too and have some limitations It is not only bond by flash and blood relations But attached with beautiful moments Now they have turned against me to resent Why all curses are meant for woman? Why not some of portion goes to the erring man? Why error only counted as human and not forgiven Today I am victim of circumstances and forcefully driven I want to express my deep anguish but no sorrow As you have bright future and shining tomorrow You may come forward and defend other mothers Share their pain and agony and offer the solder