Enough Wealth But No Health

I have amassed enough wealth but not bestowed with good health I have fine body and healthy mind permanent weakness with diseases of all kinds I try to look reasonable as far as possible something forces me not to be accessible possible so much wealth stops me to be free? Like so many heavy fruits laden on tree All luxury and comforts is at my disposal I like no suggestions or good proposals May be inner false strength or pride prevents Ill feeling coming on fore possibly to vents I hope and feel there is soul like thing it urges me to stop and to do something I lack courage and enough strength it stops me from going to any length I have some feelings but can’t express Read between lines but can’t redress it may be lacking spirit or not enough? Prevents me from facing the situation rough I try to come out of situation with purge With love and kind gestures to emerge I still think body is not that strong Stalls the desire to move and among Why can’t I lead the ordinary life? Is the time still not ripe? Am I destined to be beggar? Troubles are in store with pills coated with sugar is it so difficult to come out of cage? Rewrite complete things with new page? The body doesn’t allow me to replace rage? It has passed with youth and now old age if I can’t be good human being with enough wealth? Allow me to become ordinary man with good health it hurts me more than anything else I shall do it with strong resolve to repulse It is no use to continue with weak body Then it will be business of anybody We will be just reliant on others Worries may engulf us and bother Wealth has still important role to play It can make it easy for any other way Health is to have little more dominant part If one has to be healthy to look rally smart Health and wealth can’t be at anybody’s cost Both concern us equally in life very most One can’t be done away with one another It has to be supplement to each other Since wealth has failed to deliver the goods I shall be careful about my intake or food I may send message through new initiative Prove to the world with the strength relative