How To Prove?

I may be proved as dark horse It may be difficult for others to subdue me by force I act as per my own best conscience It has got its own importance and relevance How can I be different from others? This idea always hounds me and bothers I got to move smoothly and fall in line Even if it not to my liking and out of tune I can’t stand in whole universe as only person known as humble and obedient son, I can’t be fed always with in spoon, It may so happen that I stand to loose race very soon I will have to excel and steal the show sometimes to side with wrong people and whole weight throw Not to show favor but ready to go, Chances to remain with them may be dim but can’t forgo, How to survive in this selfish and ignorant world? Where hollow promises matter the word Cheating and deceiving are only strong parameters Situation differs from place to place but never alters I have to lie to many people and shed tears It has tremendous effect and largely bears I may have strong apprehension and worst fears There is no other option but to offer three cheers All was just all for fake show It was not at all for good relation to grow I could make little impact and went slow I knew it from beginning it will block the flow People too became weary and were asking why? I never had commotion or felt regret and shy the role was different but had to play I was aware but had no other way I can’t stand all alone but have to side, keeping all secrets to self but not to confide, I may be wrong but not all the time Life is to believed with simple goal prime Sometimes you have to kill your own conscience You may not like to live with it in presence Still it has so many compulsions to be kept in mind Ways and means to be searched for and find If you remain stick to one particular view You may never get your legitimate due People may disregard and often insult They will not bother you even to consult So think of remaining different It may be visible and apparent This is the quality inherent It is the only ideal choice at present