I Am Sleepless

I have sleepless nights I think a lot but nothing seems right Dark clouds appear in the sky I wonder why I feel shy I am terrified by clouds That creates sound which I find loud Loneliness adds to my woes I always feel jittery and on my toes When rain drops come drumming on my roof I rush towards the window to see this living proof Tears just role down my cheeks due to our separation many thoughts surface raising questions Sleep has disappeared or gone miles away as you have chosen a different way I hear the rain drops as if thunderous noise I miss you dearly and the numerous promises This compels my heat to fill with sadness Tears rush down my gloomy face They role down my face in total defiance I loose faith in my controlling reliance I wish you have some memory That will cause you some worry You may have few words to say like sorry But in no way is sad feeling nice to carry