I Feel Guilty

I feel guilty when enter the holy place For asking favor with fake face Bring pity on face and fold the hands Close the eyes and wish with prayers Nothing bad has taken place so far Only some draw backs have taken place temporarily I could face it in any case bravely But there was hidden fear that bothered me intensely "Go to Him with prayers" many friends used to advise The result may come in your favor and sometimes surprise Even though I am firm believer and worked for good deeds The success was the only thing of an hour and required indeed From deep feelings, it made me foolish Why I needed to go for such thing and wish? I could try honestly and then leave it to his mercy He is aware of all that but did not labor hard as duty It is always good to approach him and seek blessings Sometimes you are guilty and feel punch with teasing Yet that provides you some form of solace As you expect respite from divine store in such cases Person feels secure after having made an appeal At least on that score it seems from all the angles very real When we are thrust upon this world as special entity We need all types of grace and helping hand from almighty It is felt and realized that nothing comes on as success If we are totally blind and care for no blessings or an access His wish is supreme and helps till the end of the journey We ask nothing more from his divinity Think about your self as luckiest most if life is spent smoothly We might not have been provided enough to last happily That is biggest achievement if you feel internally as contentment Life as such is illusion and hence there is no room for discontentment