I Felt Shame

I tried to hide feelings Internally it was killing It was pure lust Enough to breach her trust I put down head And did not allow her to read Even by chance to guess It was really reflected on face I developed cold feet She had come to greet With honest desire to congratulate On my success and wanted to indicate I could sense about her wish I allowed her to speak and finish “We should marry now” she whispered I was air born when she really offered What could have happened if Ii had gone ahead? Violated her modesty again wish and made her dead Thank god I was spared from agony and bad name She was really good companion and I felt shame