Innocence Regained

I was visibly moved and perturbed Out of gear completely and disturbed Mind so much occupied and probed, Hair straight up as if not combed, The moment childhood was over Innocence and good smile lost the cover Fight for survival and supremacy gained, All sort of indecency settled in mind and regained Nobody could actually judge the real face behind Foes stopped guessing and baffled the friends How could a small boy of yesterday could boldly stand? Uneasy prevalence of calm on face and statesman like trend? I learnt all the tolerance through the slapping of teacher Something more gathered from the speeches of preacher, Rest all came from sweet tongue of beloved mother, Assertive and bold initiative attitude from father, I was well trained for crisis and mastered the art, Was in full capacity to raise big mart? Inner capabilities and tactics used at full length, Confidence and trust was the main strength, My eyes couldn’t believe this could happen All friends starred with eyes wide open I was getting success with masterly stroke Without hurting anybody and not even to provoke I made them wonder when met across the street Scaling new heights everyday with all the challenges to meet Not compromising at all with even own principles Admiration and applause more as if from staunch disciples When I sit on the top of the hill, And look back to think of strong will I needed to pursue it with simple kill, It was efforts and strong desire coupled with zeal What I did was in pursuant of the goal You hand will get dirty in business of coal It is not easy to survive in race How many difficulties you have to f ace? I did and managed whatever was possible I proved to self and others what was impossible I steered the course amidst rough weather It was adding glory and fame in feather Person should not retire but must think Eyes to be kept open and to wink Whatever done In past was really essential? Was it potential danger or test crucial? I think I must go back to regain innocence, Prove its worth and avoid pretence, I must live in present and feel the presence, Truly emotional but invariably with essence, My present should not shadow the past, No doubts should prevail and vote the cast, I want to regain the precious innocence, Live with it as if nothing happened since