Jealousy

I am overpowered and taken over by intense jealousy Some one should not get angry on me and feel pity? Neither has it been confined to one town or city Nor it has been descended from divinity I feel that I have been confined to cage As if nothing has been written on page Blurred vision with no thinking and direction Lacking morale and nothing to offer for action I feel shame and continue to burn I may soon be out of scene in turn What should I do and try to learn? Is it confined to me alone and only concern? Is it the frustration that has taken over? Is it is the simple tactic to find cover? Why to hide our own weaknesses for nothing? Nothing may prove fruitful and come out of it as something It is sheer madness to get over and go for rage You can turn rapist or killer from sage It is stage mean to be adopted for destruction Then it will be too late to follow the instruction Love and hate, amity and enmity doesn’t augur well They are all the symptoms to send us in hell No one has won the sympathy or gained anything It is way to go for self destruction for nothing I may prefer love to hate People may push me out of gate Still it is in our hand and not early or late Can we blame it alone to our fate? I may have to choose lesser evil It may be forced on you as will What is then best way to get out of it? Prepare worst for self and willingly meet Intense hatred results into formation of jealousy Though it is not all of sudden or coming out easy It burns from within at personal cost All the relations are put in cold storage and frost It will not allow you to live peacefully You may not be aware of it fully Still it resides in your remote corner Allows the rage to come out of burner If you control it in time then it is well and good It may burn you live as if without food You won’t come out of it at first It will always keep you at the last I can’t go against HIS wish Love is like water to fish It may be existent in any form I shall pray to come out of storm