May Always Stay

I smiled at little success I had now fine access I had struck some fortune It was good amount and sufficient to the tune How to term it as gain? I had not tried it with pain It came without any worth try In private I feel very much shy I failed to realize When mother was no more to please She had gone for never to return I felt sore forever in turn How can I term it loss? It was temporary pause One arrived due to some luck Another took place as fate was struck So the life is called strange To enjoy with happiness and not to avenge The scares may go away But bitterness may always stay