Miss ', I Really Miss (101) /500 ###

I was stepping in to become young I thought it is nice journey but too long I am afraid and take care not to go wrong I was expecting everything for song I am so much influenced by lady smile She has entered in life just before while' Life seems to be so interesting and fine I want to dance on floor with glass of wine Miss, you can't be so rude For a word you have made prelude, All warmth and affection you have included Hate and distance you have excluded I never expected you to cast All doubts but trust should not last You were the first to realize it fast Reality known but never wore any kind of mast, Your innocence and name is kind to infuse Kind words for me but not meant to confuse Time was for decision but you never refused Always stood at right point and crisis defused Even amidst delicate moments You did not offer a word or comments You were hurt most but you used simple word, Is it blessings to you or gift from Lord? I loved you most as your dearest friend Still you didn't put any word at the end, Kept me at dark or asked or any excuse Used otherwise it as pretext, denied or refused 'Miss' I miss you but you don't miss, Did not expect from you kind hug or simple kiss Not even kind gesture or more of any show Still I miss you and never beat eye brow Will this uncertainty remain or go? Life will be full of remorse but still I would forgo Is there any restriction from your side or embargo? You bear always 'no entry' smile with logo You called on me for good luck and best wishes I remained dead as no water was available for fish, May be it is very hard to swallow for some reasons Why then there should be drought without any season? I was quick to grasp situation, Avoided unwarranted efforts for persuasion, Shock was sudden and heavy but came very late, I did accept it with grace and as part of fate She didn't become mine for some reasons I waited simply for spring season She too eagerly longed for strong bond As I was inclined and very fond She had everything to loose But she had no option to choose Why did she take extreme step? She always used to call me as sweet babe It may be her way of thinking It left me high and dry with blinking What should I call her sacrifice? A step of dedication or break of promises?