No Smile

“No smile for you“ “No lift for you” “No place and not even an inch” “Do not dream as such” You are stranger Even though smiling sans anger It is mere deception That can not be basis for relation She is ruh* my soul I was making desprate call She is my dream girl It was now her turn I openly pleaded With words and exchanged It was feeling in isolation She was just before me in vision Why do not you leave me alone? I can’t be yours in dream even You can remain as best as ever I can not be yours forever I felt life so helpless Totally barren and hopeless She was not prepared to look In dejection I merely shook head What was she speaking? It was weakening I meant for real She meant no deal I felt sad And equally bad There was no way except to part I prepared to depart I tried to hold her hand But no it was air with sand particles She meant no trouble But I really struggled Alright have your way I gathered strength and shied away She was waving from distance I felt cheated at once Well, I finally smiled Gave her way to be exiled Not from mind or heart But she was to be invisible part *Ruh… soul