Not Dead

For almost a week I have remained unread Physically fit, mentally stable and not exactly dead Yet cut off from whole of the word and readers As power cables here are cut by the road repairers No doubt, they are seized with the time schedule They care for nothing as they have to spread the surface over miles Repair, dig, resurface and keep up with the growing need The social needs are to be give top priority with the greed No one may interfere with each others work and continue Whatever may be the damage on the way, it shall have no review Many may be thriving on such practice as the work goes on Public may suffer for few days but may enjoy when they are finally gone I am unable to communicate with friends As if the life has been brought to standstill or to an end Neither I can approach nor can they make contact I have to remain contended with routine acts Yes, the isolation from hectic life can be termed as dead activity You are left with nothing except to sing a song or pray almighty But this too can be liked by an individual for early morning hours Rest of the day may be spent aimlessly or lying on the floors I realized the importance of idle life with that of an individual Person can feel relieved for few days but can not treat it as casual It creates vacuum and laziness that further builds devil's workshop Only destructive or negative ideas crop up in mind and stay at the top It is killing me from inside with no social contact I have remained all these years as social animal in fact I can't remain idle without writing even for a day Now it is almost a week that I have been forced to remain away "I shall pray freely now almighty without any worry or trouble" "The death of wife had brought an end to his entire struggle" One of the legendary poet lamented over loss of wife in such a worry free style I am no greater person but an ordinary man to pull on for a while I have realized how painful it is to remain cut off Not all may be attached as much as I am and subjected to laugh Yet I feel the growing need for person to remain within circle We are social animal and need constantly to fight on with the struggle