Not Now, Today Or Tomorrow

Not now, today or tomorrow Neither I shall allow nor someone to follow But I shall lie low I will not change with the closing of the page but manage with slow decay of an age If I stand helpless and face with miserable feelings I shall hate self as human being what is in my hand? or in my power to end the journey as I want? I refuse for the things that I can't I shall go at snail's speed but shall not succumb to greed or pay any heed that shall satisfy my need I have no dream to become known figure or build a memorable career but to spend life with my dear brethren and show them that I am quiet human